theatreguy

Hey guys, Well as you may notice, this is my first journal entry in nearly 2 years (bad mouse!). I'm involved in a craft event in august this year which will hopefully, fingers and toes crossed, be a huge hit and hopefully become a regular thing. Because of this I'm going to be a much more active Deviant and will be posting new items as and when I can for critique and general discussion. i will also be writing more journal entries and the days and weeks go on just to keep all you lovely people up to speed with what i'm upto and the general everday hum-drum activities that keep me ticking over. So with that aside, here we go with the 2 year

well its been a couple of weeks since i added anything so here goes. i had a lucid dream a couple of nights ago, i wont go into details but a man in the woods was talking to me and helping me find a river i had lost, was really weird but there was hidden meaning in it all and i woke up both crying and very happy (a strange way to start the day i assure you). anyway, since then i've been in a really good mood, like nothing negative can touch me and i'm really enjoying the feeling. and before you say 'man in the woods?' 'lucid draming?' 'this mans a nut nut!', lol, i assure you i'm not, i'm just a very spiritual person, i seem to always have gu

what a horrid evening i had last night. started off fine, actually quite nicely, i'd been lokking for my graphics tablet pen and then after 4 hours of searching found it (it was in the first place i looked but hey thats life). i decided that as my bf and i were going through a rough patch i should try to sort stuff out with him. well needless to say it didn't go well. ended up talking for ages and ending it, not my decision but nothing i could do about it. so feeling crushed and not able to sleep i drank half a litre of vodka in just under an hour. feel very worse for wear today. so, what do i do now? a horrid evening turns into a awful day a